?

Log in

Next Entry

What to say, at the start of a new journal? There isn't much -to- say, I suppose.

Day one, and I'm still looking. It's hard to find people you knew when you were a teenager when all you can remember is a few hazy nicknames, and all the websites you used to use are looooong gone. Goddamn you, Geocities, for the bitch you are, deleting everything. Although, god bless reocities for having rescued so many things- including my pathetic little site.

And I'm still trying to remember all the nicknames -I- went by. Goldie, clearly, but also Tiger (or was I Jag? I can't remember...I think I was Tiger...or was Silver Tiger and I was Jag?) and Sybil and Elf, and god, like a million characters at a dozen of the houses at the Union. Mostly Goldie, though. I've always been Goldie. Even now. It's been so damn long, though, it's getting hard to remember, and with no one to -help- me remember, well. Even the friends I -have- found have -no- interest in anything like fandom- I appreciate needing to work a job to make a living to pay the rent and have a house and food and so on, we're not 14 anymore, but...am I the only one who gets so lost I'm almost sick when I sit here and stare at the internet and no longer recognize the damn thing anymore? I remember when having -frames- on your website was the hottest thing going, and I could write the code myself. Forget anything like that now. Bah.

Maybe it's the rain getting me down- or being doctor ordered to sit on my ass for two months. That would mess with -anyone-...

Profile

stillgoldie1899
stillgoldie1899
stillgoldie1899

Latest Month

October 2011
S M T W T F S
      1
2345678
9101112131415
16171819202122
23242526272829
3031     
Powered by LiveJournal.com